Life has a way of changing very rapidly... and when change happens, I don't know what to do. I feel trapped in useless and meaningless time. I feel my life being wasted away by the adversities of sickness and injury. What does a normal person do to occupy the seemingly limitless amount of time in a day? Usually I would spend it sleeping, because that is what I have desperately needed to do in order to function. Wrestling wears you out, but when you are no longer wrestling, and consequently no longer tired, what are you supposed to do with your time? If I just sit, I feel useless, and my body isn't acclimated to spending vast stretches of time studying. My study hours are still condensed even though my hours in the day have been multiplied. What am I to do?
It seems that the changes I go through, especially when they are so recent, have their way of weighing me down. It is going to take some shaking up to wake up and start functioning.
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